Monday, September 28, 2009

No one is perfect... that's why pencils have rubbers.

The nicest girl you will ever find will not have a scary hairdo. she wont be afraid to smile with all the muscles in her face, until the corner of her eyes crinkle.She will not look like any girl on the television. she wont be wearing the highest heels or the latest trends, she will eat garlicy pasta and not care about being fat or smelling awful.She does not have anything to hide, she is proud of her achivements and failures, fears and dreams. she will look you right in the eyes and through hers, you will be able to tell her story.

Friday, September 25, 2009




He isnt my Boyfriend, But I love his hugs, His smile, His advice, His kindness and all the times we laugh together. I guess I fell in love with our friendship.

i adore this photograph!


I'm a Barbie girl in the Barbie world
Life in plastic, it's fantastic
You can brush my hair, undress me everywhere
Imagination, life is your creation

I'm a blonde single girl in the fantasy world
Dress me up, make your time, I'm your dollie
You're my doll, rock 'n' roll, feel the glamor and pain
Kiss me here, touch me there, hanky panky.

The girl turns to look at you in faint amusement, the trace of a smile on her lips, a diamond white glint in her eyes. She has skin as smooth as silk -as if a doll had come to life and taken a breath of fresh air. She has barely a brow, no visible lashes, and her hair is pulled back into significance; it is her face that glows and holds your gaze. And the more you look, the more you are moved by something else-the way the shadow gently cups her chin, graces the side of her neck.

Thursday, September 24, 2009


oh the inspiration.


Pussy cat, pussy cat, where have you been?
I've been to London to visit the Queen.
Pussy cat, pussy cat, what did you do there?
I frightened a little mouse, right under the chair
Whats everything going to be like when we die?
Why do we die?
Why do we have emotions?
Are we going to heaven?
Does god really exist?
Are we going to hell?
Is hell bellow or above?
Will another race take over the world?
Will the earth die?
Is there other planets just like earth?
Are there other life forms?
These questions are always in the back of my mind.
What's going to happen? i'll have to wait and see.
grief is what i feel when someone passes away
grief is what i feel when i am concerned
grief is what i feel when i have done wrong
grief is what i feel when some accident happens
grief is something that all people have gone through 

Wednesday, September 23, 2009

"Barbie's head is the size of her waist"
"People keep repeating this suggestion that Barbie would fall over and have to crawl around if she was real size," 

Monday, September 21, 2009

Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep... wait for the boy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in trackies, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you' re just as pretty without makeup on. One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky he is to have you. The one who turns to his friends and says, thats her.



Real eyes Realize real lies.

Sunday, September 20, 2009





Silent tears flow down my cheeks,
Leaving stains as I do weep.
"It'll be alright," you said.
"Just give me another chance," you pleaded.

I listened to all your false hopes.
I believed in your soothing words.
I smiled my fake smile,
And pretended to be all right.

Deep down I know,
It'll never be the same,
I can't go back.
Why did you cause me this pain?

You cut through my built up walls,
Brought me into a new light.
Showed me hope and love again,
But then I saw you with her that night.

My eyes sting from crying.
My throats dry from weeping.
My heart aches from the torture.
My body's crippled and tired.

There's no more hope,
I know the truth.
So stop your lies,
And let me go.

"Men are like rubber bands. When they pull away, they can stretch only so far before they come springing back. A rubber band is the perfect metaphor to understand the male intimacy cycle. This cycle involves getting close, pulling away, and then getting close again."
-Men are from Mars and Women are from Venus


When I stand up for myself and my beliefs, they call me a BITCH.
When I stand up for those I love, they call me a BITCH.
When I speak my mind,
think my own thoughts or do things my own way,
they call me a BITCH.

Being a BITCH means I won't compromise what's in my heart. It means I live my life MY way. It means I won't allow anyone to step on me. When I refuse to tolerate injustice and speak against it, I am defined as a BITCH. The same thing happens when I take time for myself instead of being everyone's maid, or when I act a little selfish.

It means I have the courage and strength to allow myself to be who I truly am and won't become anyone else's idea of what they think I "should" be. I am outspoken, opinionated and determined.

I want what I want and there is nothing wrong with that! So try to stomp on me, try to douse my inner flame, try to squash every ounce of beauty I hold within me. You won't succeed. And if that makes me a BITCH, so be it. I embrace the title and am proud to bear it.

Call me a Bitch cause I speak what's on my mind, guess it's easier for you to swallow if I sat and smiled


I sit awake at night, wonder if we will ever get back to where we were.
I miss you and our massive conversations.
I miss your smile and your laugh.
I miss your silly child like jokes.
I miss you more than anyone.



Saturday, September 19, 2009

Cutest song ever (L)____(L)

Glow Stick-Travis Garland Lyrics

From the moment I saw you
Stars didn't seem so bright
When I got to know you
Girl, you lit up my light
 To the night, you lead me
To a place that can't see
Where we can just be alone
From the look on your eyes
It's about fool mine
Don't act like you don't know
 Cause you're shining like a glow stick
Girl, your body's so sick
Everybody knows it
And I don't know if you notice
Girl, you got me open
Trying not to show it
It's the way skin glows
When we're lost in the dark
And when you touch my body
I can feel the beat of your heart
I've never felt this way before
But tonight.

Jane and i are going to do this <3

buy me a pony :3



I want a boyfriend
♥ someone who will make me laugh so hard that i cry,
♥ someone who i can cuddle up to and they will make me feel better,
♥ someone who can put up with my crap and wont leave when it gets hard,
♥ someone who will let me cry on their shoulder and wont judge me,
♥ someone who will love me. 


I tell you something, you tell your best friend, she tells her sister, she tells her best friend, she tells her mum, she tells her best friend, she tells her daughter, she tells her best friend and they tell me.

Emma and Jordyn (L)


We are twins <3