A note for you

The sad thing is, nothing makes me happy anymore.
And all I ever want to do is lay in bed cuddling my pillow while
listening to the same sad songs, over and over.
The sad thing is, this is the truth
♥___♥

A note for you

'I love you, I miss you, I want to see you'
Yeah, thanks for that. Thanks for being my best friend and now not
caring at all. Thanks for being there for me when no one else was.
Thanks for everything. But according to you, this is now the end. You
were one of those people I didn't want to lose, you were one of those
people I thought I wouldn't lose. But fuck, I must of been wrong. I hope
you remember everything we went through together, I hope you remember
all the little things we did. I'll miss you.
♥___♥

All the angels I know have put concrete in my veins.
-
I Love Khale Schreiver ♥___♥

every guy in school has had a bowl of her cereal(L).

she's running around fucking everything with a pulse and spreading those STD'S making it impossible for all these nice girls to find nice boyfriends.because this dumb cunt fucks everyone and doesn't give a shit who she hurts! oh and if she doesn't fuck them, she will imagine in her head that they are best friends and send them photos of her tittties which FOR THE RECORD are saggy and need a belt to be held up! haha oh and did I mention, her face is just hideous?! did someone say PAPER BAGGGG?! ahahha

i wish we could all live in rain forests and be naked but like it was totally normal and we could swim in mud and cuddle deer and nothing could hurt us because the world would be too beautiful for any pain or violence and when bad things did happen, it wouldnt matter because we could just get so high our brains melt and if we die we just burn the dead bodies and we listen to the smiths and everyone just dances around and no body is in charge nothing would ever matter, there would be no reality to escape from when someone creates a world like that i will be happy.

Death has never looked so good. I just want to go to sleep and never
wake up, I love you- but I hate you for missleading me and making me
feel like this.

Fudge Baby, I miss you.

21.06.06-17.06.09

You're way to good for me, thats why i love you.

sometimes I feel like you don't love me as much as I love you, sometimes I feel like you don't trust me as much as I trust you.

never ever. You saved me 'in every way a person could be saved' When you came into my life you led me into this bright light and now that you have exited I am alone. I'm still in this bright light but I am alone with no hand to hold no heart to feel, no smile to see no voice to be heard.Only my shrieks at night of when I cry for you. This is the worst pain I have ever felt,and when I fell in love I've prayed to God that I shall never feel this pain. I don't want to be the one who feels it. I wanted to be that one in a million that never felt heartbreak. But you saved me from who I was before.
Thank you.

I hate my house. I hate my address. I hate that you won't come stay with me.I hate that this food i'm eating will go straight to my hips. I hate that she's so sad, and so helpless, and i can't fix it for
her. I hate that no matter how hard i try you will never love me the way i need you to. I hate that i spent so much money on things i dont need. I hate that you make me feel special for one second then once your gone i feel empty all over again. and i hate that it will all be lost amongst the house moving mess accumulating in my bedroom. I hate that I love you so much I hurt.

"Miss Emma Caeroline-Rose Marija Kelsey Carlton."

Before I leave, brush my teeth with a bottle of Jack Cause when I leave for the night, I ain’t coming back

i hate you i hate you i swear to god i hate you, oh my god i love you.

Just be quiet.

The Cosmopolitan magazine brings out these cravings that get locked away and often covered in dust due to a lack of inspiration and motivation, though everytime I buy the new cosmo these craving shake themselves off and come out?!?! I want to get fit and healthy just my attitude, perfect my makeup kit, get a new wardobe, be posi etc. How does something as basic and sort of lame as the Cosmopolitan magazine do that? to be honest.. it drives me a little nuts.

You're just walking through the door and you're home late again, There you're acting strange and you won't tell me where you've been, You can look me in the eye, imagine every alibi, Think you got it made my boy, there's something you don't know, When you left you're room you shouldn't have to hide your phone, I just heard your messages, and this is where it ends, I'm getting away with pretending so long Boy you're at the point you don't know right from wrong
Never gonna change Feeling well insane, All I know is, No I don't forgive you, No, tears left to cry, the door is shut, I give up, Boy I'm empty Gave you second chances, At least a hundred times, you're not the one, I am done, in fact you offend me, I'm sick and tired of hearing from my friends that you've been lying, No reasons to stay but to leave yeah I've got plenty, There's nothing left here for you, in this empty heart of mine, You took all the love from the start now
it's empty, Ohhh, it's empty You're killing me, you're killing me, You didn't even realize the hole that you're digging, When you're trying to tell me that she didn't mean a thing, Suddenly all
I can see, Is what you think of me,And try to point the finger at me I can't cope,You did what you did, cause it's something I don't,You should be ashamed, Trying to shift the blame, You're killing me, you're killing me And now Im empty.

Love isn't real, it's an illiusion created by nature. It keeps a couple
together for a short amount of time, nothing more.

i print your pictures out and cut holes through your mouth and releive
myself - eminem

I hate you, your always in a bad mood. so serious suck my dick and leave me alone, dont talk to me dont look at me, dont try and be friends with me it wont happen.

you want to know what happiness is? Its waking up in the middle of the night for no reason, shifting under the blankets and feeling the heat of the person next to you. You turn around and see them in their most peaceful, innocent, and vulnerable state. They breathe as though the weight of the world lays on anyones shoulder but their own. You smile, kiss their face in the most gentle manner as not to wake them. You turn back around and an involuntary grin forms on your own face. You feel an arm wrap around your waist, and you know it doesn't get any better than this.

See the repulsion on your faces. Have you looked in a mirror lately? Have you ever been a teenage dream? My daddy was a TV, my mommy was a magazine, The only man that I ever loved was the same motherfucker who cut me up. He cut me up in a special way, Made me what I am today, If my friends could see me now.

She said she dont believe in regrets well i regret to inform her that i do. Rain fall on a tin roof inside i sit and scribble a haiku on a napkin that came inside our takeaway thai fu it goes out, time is always our season is all year round This is our secret for as long as we can keep it the deepest of secrets that nobody knows the route of the route, the bud of the bud, so it goes and the lyrics of a thousand songs couldn't paint a picture so beautiful, she had me from my first conversation with her see nobody was ever as clever still cant figure how we put it together sittin in the room where we first got lost in one anotherjust trippin off the feeling of together we'd discover that no reminiscing on days past escaping the pearl before taking that hold and making it too hard but it was scary to be even this close to a perfect fit close your eyes i promise this wont hurt a bit this is the kinda love that inspires the stuff i write my peoms to the kind of love you have to live just to come home to You played with fire and you got burned for all the things that i have learned and i would love to walk you home If your not the one then your the first for all the things that i have learned and i would love to be the one to walk you home Now aint it funny how the ones that you drag all the way through your hell the same who can teach you how to touch heaven as well and now its out of order, but we ought to now you try and fit a square through a circle and its gone now you wouldnt even know it was there you get lost trying to navigate the moments we've shared like when we held each others hands and we said goodbye tears streaming out our eyes like somebody had died now its the day after your birthday, and it pouring outside im cathing aro tips with my fingers down the phone line you see she broke my heart on the river the trump played last gets the job done quicker so im singing to my palindromic angel held her too tightly, wings got broken and her love got strangled i dont wanna hold you back girl, go fly go and give yourself all the corners of the sky but i hope that you are close by, on the day that i leave this world with hands held we can close our eyes and let the second hand go by cause i wouldnt wanna not say goodbye let you know that you touched my life and whether like it or not, i think a part of me will never give up this fight cause theres nothing like you and i, theres nothing like you and i but its getting late in the game now, outcomes uncertain these are things that i needed to say before the curse so i wrote you this song that you deserved to let you know that you will always be my first and most wonderful love

you can be who-ever you want to be, outside the shell is the only thing that is visable to everyone else, dress it up, dress it down, you're who you want to be. nobody knows who you really are, or what's really going on inside.

"my love for you is like the moon for the sun"
"!my love for you is like a fat kid with cake!"
I win

I'm stupid, i'm useless,i can't do anything right, according to you, i'm
difficult, hard to please, forever changing my mind but according to
him, i'm beautiful, incredible, he can't get me out of his head,
according to him, i'm funny, irresistible,everything he ever wanted.
he's into me for everything I'm not, according to you.

Girls are taught a lot of stuff growing up. If a guy punches you he likes you. Never try to trim your own fringe and someday you will meet a wonderful guy and get your very own happy ending. Every movie we see, Every story we're told implores us to wait for it, the third act twist, the unexpected declaration of love, the exception to the rule. But sometimes we're so focused on finding our happy ending we don't learn how to read the signs. How to tell from the ones who want us and the ones who don't, the ones who will stay and the ones who will leave. And maybe a happy ending doesn't include a guy, maybe. it's you, on your own, picking up the pieces and starting over, freeing yourself up for something better in the future. Maybe the happy ending is just. moving on. Or maybe the happy ending is this, knowing after all the unreturned phone calls, broken-hearts, through the blunders and misread signals, through all the pain and embarrassment, you never gave up hope

You ever look a picture of yourself, and see a stranger in the background? It makes you wonder how many strangers have pictures of you. How many moments of other peoples life have we been in. Were we a part of someone's life when their dream came true or were we there when their dream died. Did we keep trying to get in? As if we were somehow destined to be there or did the shot take us by surprise. Just think, you could be a big part of someone elses life, and not even know it.

Aimee Hall- 'Cause the spaces between my fingers Are right where yours fit perfectly.

"Have you ever liked someone so much, you just want to lock yourself in a room and cry?"

Today is gonna be the day That they're gonna throw it back to you By now you should've somehow Realized what you gotta do I don't believe that anybody Feels the way I do about you now Backbeat the word was on the street That the fire in your heart is out I'm sure you've heard it all before But you never really had a doubt I don't believe that anybody feels The way I do about you now And all the roads we have to walk along are winding And all the lights that lead us there are blinding There are many things that I would Like to say to you I don't know how Because maybe You're gonna be the one who saves me ? And after all You're my wonderwall Today was gonna be the day? But they'll never throw it back to you By now you should've somehow Realized what you're not to do I don't believe that anybody Feels the way I do About you now And all the roads that lead to you were winding And all the lights that light the way are blinding There are many things that I would like to say to you I don't know how I said maybe You're gonna be the one who saves me ? And after all You're my wonderwall I said maybe You're gonna be the one who saves me ? And after an You're my wonderwall.

ten feet off the ground.

just because someone flirts with you, doesn't mean they like you. just because someone likes you, doesn't mean they want to go out with you. just because someone wants to go out with you, doesn't mean they love you. just because someone loves you, doesn't mean they wont hurt you. boyfriends cheat, boyfriends ditch. and there are always going to be those people who will kill to see you fall.

I'm going in for the kill I'm doing it for a thrill Oh I'm hoping you'll understand And not let go of my hand

This world it is not safe,We must make plans to leave this place We’ll build a
colony on nearby planets known to me,Goodbye, goodbye, goodbye,
goodbye Goodbye to all the ones I’ll miss,Goodbye, goodbye, goodbye,
goodbye Goodbye to war and politics, No time to warn your friends
That they’ll stay here and meet their ends Sneak up without a
trace And start a brand new human race Farewell rocketship This world it
is not safe, We must make plans to leave this place,We’ll build a colony
On nearby planets  known to me,I tried, I tried, I tired, I tired
I tried to warn them it’s too late I’ll try, I’ll try, I’ll try,
I’ll try I’ll try my luck in outer space Farewell Rocketship We won’t
need a doctor We won’t need a scientist,We won’t need an army or a
TV,We’ll just need you and me Farewell rocketship We won’t need an army,
or a TV we’ll just need you and me.

Make the lie big, make it simple, keep saying it, and eventually they will believe it.

Don't you wanna be A personality An ocean in the sea But you'll never make it If you can't shake it So don't mistake it Just try and fake it And I want you to know You don't have far to go So we'll use all your dough To buy new clothes And see what flows And powder your nose For those photos You're almost on your way To popularity And we'll teach you to play With icy stare And punk rock hair And beatnik flair We'll take you there 'Coz there's nobody else like you And we sure care just what you're doing After we have gone our seperate ways So don't you want to be A big time entity Your place in history But don't be scared Of what we said 'Coz there's no end To being your friend But wait out in the hall We've just received a call We'll have to dump you all But don't you try To pass us by 'Coz we own you Until we're through And there's so many round like you And we don't care just what you're doing After we have gone our seperate way.

I am moving through the crowd Trying to find myself Feel like a guitar that's never played Will someone strum away? And I ask myself Who do I wanna be? Do I wanna throw away the key? and invent a whole new me and I tell myself No One, No One Don't wanna be No One But me You are moving through the crowdTrying to find yourself Feelin' like a doll left on a shelf Will someone take you down? And you ask yourself Who do I wanna be? Do I wanna throw away the key? and invent a whole new me Gotta tell yourself No One, No One Don't wanna be No One But me. Your life plays out on the shadows of the wall You turn the light on to erase it all You wonder what it's like to not feel worthless So open all the blinds and all the curtains No One, No One don't wanna be No One But me We are moving through the crowd.

If I could be any part of you, I'd be your tears. To be conceived in
your heart, born in your eyes, live on your cheeks, and die on your lips.

we lived, we loved, we hurt, we joked, we're right, we're wrong, we're weak, we're strong, we lived to love. but the planets all aligned when you looked into my eyes, and just like that watch the chemicals react and just like that the chemicals react.

you make me feel out of my element like i'm walking on broken glass, like my worlds spinning in slow motion and you're moving too fast.

I lost this friend right,She was so different but so like me.Our conversations were so intence and she was so intelligent.We made our conversations out of nothing.I miss her, She was my bestfriend.She was, well its hard to explain.I wouldn't even consider her a friend.
She was almost my other half :c She was. But I want someone like her, To talk to for hours on msn at a time. And when I see them my face lights up.

/sigh. I lost a good friendship because you lied to me. They will always mean that much more to me than you do. I hate to say it, but its true. they was that good at keeping my secrets and helping me when i needed it. You are just self centered and i hate it. Just becuase hes a boy doesnt mean he doesnt hurt like you do. We both know how he feels. I hate the way you think and make yourself believe otherwise.I dont even know why i bother getting involved, its get me nowhere.I just lurked old comments. I wish i didnt. I miss all my girls i was close with. I never thanked them enough for what they did for me, and what the helped me through. Its been a fucking year and i still hurt when i see you around. I wish things had of been different. I fucked up. Fml. You deserve to be happy. Time so let the fuck go emma. Ihy feeling like this :'(

can you meet me halfway?, right at the boarderline
that's where i'm gonna wait, for you

I can't go any further then this
I want you so badly, it's my biggest wish

life should be backwards. you should die first, get it out of the way. then you live in an old age home. you get kicked out when you're too young, you get your first bra that doesnt leave them sagging, you go to work. you work forty years until you're young enough to enjoy your retirement. you have sex, alcohol, you party, you get ready for high school. you go to primary school, you become a kid, you play, you have no responsibilities, you become a little baby, you go back into the womb, you spend your last nine months floating...and you finish off as an orgasm, perfect.

Once upon a time, there was Candy and Dan. Things were very hot that year. All the wax was melting in the trees. He would climb balconies, climb everywhere, do anything for her, oh Danny boy. Thousands of birds, the tiniest birds, adorned her hair. Everything was gold. One night the bed caught fire. He was handsome and a very good criminal. We lived on sunlight and chocolate bars. It was the afternoon of extravagant delight. Danny the daredevil. Candy went missing. The days last rays of sunshine cruise like sharks. I want to try it your way this time. You came into my life really fast and I liked it. We squelched in the mud of our joy. I was wet-thighed with surrender. Then there was a gap in things and the whole earth tilted. This is the business. This, is what we're after. With you inside me comes the hatch of death. And perhaps I'll simply never sleep again. The monster in the pool. We are a proper family now with cats and chickens and runner beans. Everywhere I looked. And sometimes I hate you. Friday -- I didn't mean that, mother of the blueness. Angel of the storm. Remember me in my opaqueness. You pointed at the sky, that one called Sirius or dog star, but on here on earth. Fly away sun. Ha ha *beep* ha you are so funny Dan. A vase of flowers by the bed. My bare blue knees at dawn. These ruffled sheets and you are gone and I am going too. I broke your head on the back of the bed but the baby he died in the morning. I gave him a name. His name was thomas. Poor little god. His heart pounds like a voodoo drum

aimee hall.

your amazing my dear. I've finally found someone who I have so much in common with, your beautiful inside and out, and never let anyone tell you otherwise.

No one is perfect... that's why pencils have rubbers.

The nicest girl you will ever find will not have a scary hairdo. she wont be afraid to smile with all the muscles in her face, until the corner of her eyes crinkle.She will not look like any girl on the television. she wont be wearing the highest heels or the latest trends, she will eat garlicy pasta and not care about being fat or smelling awful.She does not have anything to hide, she is proud of her achivements and failures, fears and dreams. she will look you right in the eyes and through hers, you will be able to tell her story.

He isnt my Boyfriend, But I love his hugs, His smile, His advice, His kindness and all the times we laugh together. I guess I fell in love with our friendship.

i adore this photograph!

I'm a Barbie girl in the Barbie world

Life in plastic, it's fantastic

You can brush my hair, undress me everywhere

Imagination, life is your creation

I'm a blonde single girl in the fantasy world

Dress me up, make your time, I'm your dollie

You're my doll, rock 'n' roll, feel the glamor and pain

Kiss me here, touch me there, hanky panky.

The girl turns to look at you in faint amusement, the trace of a smile on her lips, a diamond white glint in her eyes. She has skin as smooth as silk -as if a doll had come to life and taken a breath of fresh air. She has barely a brow, no visible lashes, and her hair is pulled back into significance; it is her face that glows and holds your gaze. And the more you look, the more you are moved by something else-the way the shadow gently cups her chin, graces the side of her neck.

oh the inspiration.

Pussy cat, pussy cat, where have you been?

I've been to London to visit the Queen.

Pussy cat, pussy cat, what did you do there?

I frightened a little mouse, right under the chair

Whats everything going to be like when we die?

Why do we die?

Why do we have emotions?

Are we going to heaven?

Does god really exist?

Are we going to hell?

Is hell bellow or above?

Will another race take over the world?

Will the earth die?

Is there other planets just like earth?

Are there other life forms?

These questions are always in the back of my mind.

What's going to happen? i'll have to wait and see.

grief is what i feel when someone passes away

grief is what i feel when i am concerned
grief is what i feel when i have done wrong
grief is what i feel when some accident happens
grief is something that all people have gone through 

"Barbie's head is the size of her waist"
"People keep repeating this suggestion that Barbie would fall over and have to crawl around if she was real size," 

"Life Size Barbie"

Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep... wait for the boy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in trackies, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you' re just as pretty without makeup on. One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky he is to have you. The one who turns to his friends and says, thats her.

Real eyes Realize real lies.

Silent tears flow down my cheeks,
Leaving stains as I do weep.
"It'll be alright," you said.
"Just give me another chance," you pleaded.

I listened to all your false hopes.
I believed in your soothing words.
I smiled my fake smile,
And pretended to be all right.

Deep down I know,
It'll never be the same,
I can't go back.
Why did you cause me this pain?

You cut through my built up walls,
Brought me into a new light.
Showed me hope and love again,
But then I saw you with her that night.

My eyes sting from crying.
My throats dry from weeping.
My heart aches from the torture.
My body's crippled and tired.

There's no more hope,
I know the truth.
So stop your lies,
And let me go.

"Men are like rubber bands. When they pull away, they can stretch only so far before they come springing back. A rubber band is the perfect metaphor to understand the male intimacy cycle. This cycle involves getting close, pulling away, and then getting close again."
-Men are from Mars and Women are from Venus

When I stand up for myself and my beliefs, they call me a BITCH.
When I stand up for those I love, they call me a BITCH.
When I speak my mind,
think my own thoughts or do things my own way,
they call me a BITCH.

Being a BITCH means I won't compromise what's in my heart. It means I live my life MY way. It means I won't allow anyone to step on me. When I refuse to tolerate injustice and speak against it, I am defined as a BITCH. The same thing happens when I take time for myself instead of being everyone's maid, or when I act a little selfish.

It means I have the courage and strength to allow myself to be who I truly am and won't become anyone else's idea of what they think I "should" be. I am outspoken, opinionated and determined.

I want what I want and there is nothing wrong with that! So try to stomp on me, try to douse my inner flame, try to squash every ounce of beauty I hold within me. You won't succeed. And if that makes me a BITCH, so be it. I embrace the title and am proud to bear it.

Call me a Bitch cause I speak what's on my mind, guess it's easier for you to swallow if I sat and smiled

I sit awake at night, wonder if we will ever get back to where we were.
I miss you and our massive conversations.
I miss your smile and your laugh.
I miss your silly child like jokes.
I miss you more than anyone.

Cutest song ever (L)____(L)

Glow Stick-Travis Garland Lyrics

From the moment I saw you
Stars didn't seem so bright
When I got to know you
Girl, you lit up my light
 To the night, you lead me
To a place that can't see
Where we can just be alone
From the look on your eyes
It's about fool mine
Don't act like you don't know
 Cause you're shining like a glow stick
Girl, your body's so sick
Everybody knows it
And I don't know if you notice
Girl, you got me open
Trying not to show it
It's the way skin glows
When we're lost in the dark
And when you touch my body
I can feel the beat of your heart
I've never felt this way before
But tonight.

Jane and i are going to do this <3

buy me a pony :3

I want a boyfriend
♥ someone who will make me laugh so hard that i cry,
♥ someone who i can cuddle up to and they will make me feel better,
♥ someone who can put up with my crap and wont leave when it gets hard,
♥ someone who will let me cry on their shoulder and wont judge me,
♥ someone who will love me. 

I tell you something, you tell your best friend, she tells her sister, she tells her best friend, she tells her mum, she tells her best friend, she tells her daughter, she tells her best friend and they tell me.

Emma and Jordyn (L)

We are twins <3