emma marija.

/sigh. I lost a good friendship because you lied to me. They will always mean that much more to me than you do. I hate to say it, but its true. they was that good at keeping my secrets and helping me when i needed it. You are just self centered and i hate it. Just becuase hes a boy doesnt mean he doesnt hurt like you do. We both know how he feels. I hate the way you think and make yourself believe otherwise.I dont even know why i bother getting involved, its get me nowhere.I just lurked old comments. I wish i didnt. I miss all my girls i was close with. I never thanked them enough for what they did for me, and what the helped me through. Its been a fucking year and i still hurt when i see you around. I wish things had of been different. I fucked up. Fml. You deserve to be happy. Time so let the fuck go emma. Ihy feeling like this :'(